Черта за 30. Август 2021. Цели и планы.

Цели и планы 

- пройти 20 занятий по ревиту

- получить зарплату и спокойно собирать деньги

- купить курс по английскому языку и начать усиленно заниматься английским.

Осталось 64 дня. День 231 (2 августа)

Отдохнул 2 дня. Записался на курс по интреьеру за 30 000 рублей. Все эти 2 дня шел дождь. Cмотрю стрим по строительству. 

Осталось 62 дня. День 233 (4 августа)

    2 дня подряд играл в футбол. Я в последний раз общался с ней в понедельник вечером. Тогда я написал ей, а она не ответила за 2-3 часа. До этого она пропала на 2 дня, куда то ездила. Я не предъявляю ей притензии, просто мне надоело ждать от нее сообщении и я решил немного отдохнуть от нее. 2 дня. 

    Сегодня я получил наконец таки карту от газпромбанка. Она золотая и есть кешбеки. Посмотрим насколько она будет полезной. 

    Также мне звонили с английского, на счет курсов. Надо бы оплатить. 

    Сегодня кстати футбол будет, надо пойти. Еще сегодня будет финал по борьбе между нашей спортсменкой и японкой. 

    Я выслал шефу то, что я нашаманил, завтра я отправлю ему Мар и после буду детально изучать проект и ошибки возможно допущенные мной, нужно посмотреть еще конструкцию здания. Так сказать скелет. 

    Уже 2 месяца как я работаю здесь. Июнь, июль, август. В конце июня я начал работать, в июле работал полностью и август я начинаю работать. 

Осталось 60 дня. День 235 (6 августа)

2 days left imperceptibly because i played football with guys and i prepare TQ. Analize cladding structure of partition. I send to Irina the corrections, after that she calls me, asks what exactly should she do? I tell her i found some mistakes and you should correct them. And also yesterday came one man from Nipigaz ask me about two bulidings. Whats happen? I told him that is not exactly we didn't nothing that is may be some problems we have. We should fix it. And i send new TQ and the second one i sent today. Also i should prepare the MAR. I clearly don't understand what is it, the chief sad me that I have to prepare and i do. 

I remember when Aigul speak with her chief fluently and i so impressed that because i cant say anything in english. When i came here i feel that i should learn english more hardly because is my life. In english there are many books to read and we have many podcasts to listen in internet. Many people talks in this language. If you know english you have a big perspective in world. 

And i caught a cold. I have some temperature and some ill in head. I understand that i should be more confident it helps to be more real guy.     

Осталось 59 дня. День 236 (7 августа)

Yesterday i delete my instagram from my phone because she doesn't reply on my message. I'm really upset to see my message red and doesn't reply. May be she hasnt time but she can say to me, dear i haven't time, im apologizing.  

I got a cold for a three days. I have a temperature and haven't mood. 

Im trying to write in english and speak on english because i need to speak really in english to explain to my chief. Because i don't know turkish and i know a little bit english so i have to improve my english. I need communication, to take a speed on my work. 

Yesterday i spoke with one guy from service apartment and i was really appreciate to him for this conversation. I really like to speak with random guy and it was good. He say that we will get increase in salary. Its a good news but i havnt my salary fully yet.

Here is really hard to relah. You like in prison. Everywhere is fenced and you cant go away from camp. But he say that where he worked in Samara he bought a car for a one year. He works on same company.    

I need to pay for english course or may be buy to another course. 

Осталось 57 дня. День 238 (9 августа)

Yesterday was a good day because i talked with many people and got a feedback. I feel that its good when you talking with stranger person and know about him more information. It was good because we spoke in english. It make the situation in room more magicly because i didn't do it before. 

Yesterday I didnt spoke with her and i felt some disappointing. 

I have a plan for this week. 

- 10 lessons on revit.  

- 1 projects on sketchup

- learning english and choose a course for learning english.

- talk with 2 strangers 

У меня появилась идея, я буду делать ремонт уже существующих домов отдыха на ИК и делать оригинальные решения по фасадам, кровлям и т.д. 

 Также хочется сделать зеленый корридор до пляжа, в знойное время года, летом, там будет зелень, который будет поливаться круглосуточно и будет свежо и круто. 

Это создаст благоприятное впечатления от озера для туристов из России и Казахстана. 
    Должны также отдаваться приоритет туристам, им бесплатно выдаваются лежаки и напитки на берегу ИК. 

    Это сарафанное радио будет работать как никак лучше. 

    Еда должна быть должным образом и пусть даже с убытками, но должен быть швейцарский стол. 

    В вечернее время там должны быть парки, где человек мог бы погулять и покататься как на скейтборде или на самокате, велике. 

    Ночные клубы должны должным образом охраняться от местных мырков, постоянно встревающих в перепалку и устраивают всякого рода драки.

    Бассейны должны быть освещены хорошо и должны быть теплыми. 

    Сервис в кафе и ресторанах должен быть на высоком уровне. 

    Передвижение должно осуществляться на электробусах и экологичных автотранспортах. 

    Можно даже пустить трамвай по всему ИК. Для этого необходимо построи  

Осталось 56 дня. День 239 (10 августа) 

Days to 56 day. Day 239 (10 of august)

Today a new day. Wonderful day because she replied to my massage) Ok, i'm trying to put myself in new life, new rules. I move out of my comfortable zone and i concentrate to new me, trying to improve my skills and it's like challenge for me how i can learn english and improve my professional skills like learning revit, learning to make rander and want make video's, but firstly i have to learn to make high quality render  to my future life. 

I found some courses on russian site and interested to learn it. It costs 10 000 rubles. I think it not to much to improve my skills. I can speak with my friend and with my sister on english. I wrote, trying to write on english every day like this. It will stay in remember because after years i will look this posts and remind this days. 

Here in office not many people. Ian, Rommel, Alex and Dmitriy. There are a good persons. I never met persons like Ian because he hasn't any dirty in his soul. He helps everyone and everywhere. He do this without replying to answer. 

And we have Timur and Evgeniya. I have a good conversation with them. I want to know how i can stay alive in the wood. Very interesting. 

Yesterday i pass one lesson in revit! It good information for me because i should pass 10 lessons. 

I gave up reading english book and learning new words.     

Right now i'm finish to calculate the loads to the beam (статически определимая рама). Actually i don't know how translate this term. I pass this theme in university and after i don't use it. Now, after 7 years i start to calculate this beams. Amazing. I can't calculate oneself but i look the example and trying to understand and do the same movements. It helps to me be more qualified in calculation loads. 

Now i don't do anything and it helps me to improve my calculation skills. 

I'm listening english podcast, like that i want to speak more confidently.    

Days to 55 day. Day 240 (11 of august)

Today i went to the city and didn't get my card because it's not ready yet. I came back and send to Frontside 2 letters. They didn't reply on my letter. I forgot my earphones and didn't listen music and watch youtube. 

I feel more better than on monday. 

Осталось 54 дня. День 241 (12 августа) 

Days to 54 day. Day 241 (12 of august)

Today Tehnimont agreed our TQ about roof panel. And I sent the cladding structure of partitions. I watching the movie now calls "Baby drive".    

Осталось 52 дня. День 243 (14 августа) 

Days to 52 day. Day 243 (14 of august)

Yesterday i went to namaz, it was outside of one building and it was cool but the ground where we prayed was roughly. Yesterday i got my salary it amounted 63 rubles and it not bad plus 6 000 by advance. Actually i paid tax to the government because i work legally. 

The work is not difficult, i should match the draft project with manufacture project and i work with fasade. Sandwich panels and ventilation facade. The chief said that soon we will work in revit with projects from Moscow. I talked with my mom and doesn't do nothing besides one lesson in revit course. I want to buy one course of english but every time i doubt.    

Days to 50 day. Day 245 (16 of august)

The august is almost finished. I'm working as well as worked. Now i'm changing construction of building 20.101 (first Aid). 

Today i remind why i'm working here, i want to collect 1 million rubles. It's the first point of my dream, the second is some transformation. I want to earn this money for one year, and I have an idea that i can earn some extra money from 3d visualisation, but this idea not real because i haven't necessary skills for doing professional photos and videos. 

I can earn that kind of cash in now job in 16 month.

In this period of time i should speak in english fluently, know turkish language and make realistic photo in lumion, vray and corona. Not depends how i can do it. I will.  

Days to 45 day. Day 250 (21 of august)

Yesterday i sent to Irina some corrections and she should change and sent to me in pdf format. I'm waiting. I almost finished my job with drawing. 4 days consecutive i played football. 

Pass one lesson in revit and read some book about architecture. I congrats ms. N with her birthday. I am really need her support.  

Days to 43 day. Day 252 (23 of august)

Yesterday i have finished one part of my interior course in revit. I move to my goal. Today i'm going to pass one lesson of another new part. 

Also I saw my friend off yesterday. It is raining outside for 4 days. 

I heard that Bariscan chief wants to leave this company, it's bad news for me. I really want to work with him and make great projects. I hope that the management find the decision and reach consensus. 

Today my first goal is agree on the cladding wall of the building 751. 

At friday i make correction the drawing and sent to her, she should correct one mistake and sent me pdf file but i didn't get it yet.

  

Days to 42 day. Day 253 (24 of august)

My priority in my job is to provide quality and clean work because in paper we check all draft project with the company drawings and if I find some mistakes i sent it to correct it. That's easy way than we will correct in construction site.  

Days to 41 day. Day 254 (25 of august)

Today is very good day! I'm going to meet with Eldar from Tehnimont and Tatiana. We should discuss about metal construction. I prepare necessary lists for clarity and i hope that we can reach some tough. I'm really confident person i should be concentrate on it. I'm going to say yes i can if it wasn't true. I put all my wishes and will do my best to reach this condition. I know that I can. 

The last time I more thinking about theatre because I watch a lot of films and I saw an actors. They're so artistic and charismatic, they are play with emotional conditions of viewers. I want to be a part of it. I want to learn by watching movies and doing manners and tactics of it. InsaAllah we will do it.  

I want to plunge in english and start thinking in this language. 

Yesterday I can speak by telephone with Sanjar bayke and we talked about anything and he wants to make the laser correction. He goes to Turkey. 

  Now i have finished to compare two materials. I want to sleep. And I listening english story about a little prince. 

What give me this job?

I think i became to speak more confident in english and start learning english. 

I start to understand how works company, a big company in russia. 

I met a lot of people and know a lot of them. 

I start to earn money for my dream. 

I changed comfort zone. 

What I am diong here?

I need to collect 1 mln rubbles and make my dream comes true. 

Days to 40 day. Day 255 (26 of august)

Yesterday IT chief is install one program and it's not correct program. He should install Revit program. My neighbor is moved to another room, he fuck off. 

Today I should make one lesson on english course. I should start to learn english by course. 

Now they install Revit in my computer.

I made a deal with englex courses and i'm going to call them on sunday. 

I pass one lesson on revit. 

Today I'm going to buy tost and i will open a movie, I don't know what watch.

Days to 38 day. Day 257 (28 of august)

Yesterday I have many tasks to do it, hence I haven't time to write this blog. I am chatted with lady N. and she said me that she haven't any relationship with this boy, it's a great news for me, cuz I couldn't find place. I also learning Revit program and know a little bit, I can build 2 floor building, I think. 

Tomorrow I have a lesson in english and I think it will be good start to learning this language, cuz I must understand what about talking my chief.  

I got my advance and basic salary i should wait after 2 weeks. 

Now I talked with one guy from Renesans and he said that we have agreed with Sankt-Peterburg project. Soon we will work there. I don't know because my contract is finished in end of september. And here I have a lot of work, not much but if we finish this work we will go there to piter. 

I peak with fillipino guys and I have problem with talking them because I don't know many words in english. 

Days to 36 day. Day 259 (30 of august)

Today i almost late because i get up at 8:26 and hurry up. I gave an english class yesterday and i'm going to give one today. My goal is to learn English fluently while i'm here. And I learn Revit program, turkish languages, lumion and calculating program. I think here i have good conditions for make a true this skills but it takes time, it grieves me of course. 

Days to 35 day. Day 260 (31 of august)

Уже наступил 31 число месяца август и я должен подвести итоги этого месяца. 

Скажу как есть, месяц прошел в медленном ритме. 

    В воскресенье я провел свой первый урок по английскому, вчера прошло плохо наш разговор, потому что я не удовлетворен нашим уроком, но тема была крутая. Немного удалось поговорить. Нужно учить слова, также после этого я вышел и послушал другой урок по английскому. Хочу сказать, что обучение идет медленно но верно. Я немного стал более раскованно говорить на английском. 

    Ревит курс был куплен в начале месяца или в конце июля помнится. Прошел где то 15 уроков, думаю. Сегодня пройду еще 2 урока и пройду 2 главы. Медленно, но думается верно иду в эту сторону. 

    Получил зарплату, все хорошо. Вчера также получил пропус до мая 2022 года. Как же быстро идет время. 

    Познакомился с 3 пацанами, поболтали. 

    Теперь перейдем к минусам. Я слишком критично отношусь к себе. Постоянно спешу и оглядываюсь по сторонам, как будто меня кто-то собирается прикончить. 

    Если не понятно - спрашивай. За тебя никто спрашивать не будет, у тебя должно быть четкое понятие, а вот это бэ мэ оставь позади и засунь в марианскую впадину. Кстати я знаю какой она длинны - 11 км, изучали на географии. Классный предмет. 

    Будь уверен в себе, у тебя есть все необходимые качества, а именно - голова, руки, ноги, живот, что еще нужно?

    Будь вежлив и приветлив. Случаю аудио книгу про взаимотношения, классная книга, не жалею что купил. 

    Новый сосед и это круто, пока нужно наладить с ним связь и все будет хорошо. 

    Вот я читаю книги по взаимотношениям, видео смотрю но никак не применяю это в деле. В чем причина? 

    Начинаю думать уже о семье. 

    Какие следующие шаги предприму в новом месяце?

- Ревит, также 15 - 20 уроков. 

- Английский будет 12 занятий, к этому моменту должен свободно выражать свои мысли. 

- Посчитаю сколько кирпичей и бетона уйдет и скажу Максат байке

- Книгу по архитектуре и маугли нужно дочитать. 

- начать бегать

- быть более уверенным, делать аффермации и упражнения которые приблизят меня к этому. 

- начать себя понимать

- познакомится с интересным человеком